I will be adding more detailed memories as time goes on but just thought I would start by sharing a little bit. After losing Jamie so suddenly & unexpectedly I thought it was important to set something up that, not just for me, but for others, so they can come & share their thoughts & memories of him, or just simply read through. I know he was loved by so many. I was more than lucky to share the four years we had together, the last two years of those spent as husband & wife. We met in January 2006 & developed a firm, strong & loving friendship. Six months later we finally declared our love for one another, though no one was surprised by this... those who knew us & who had seen us together knew it was only a matter of time before we would become more than friends. Jamie at this point was in hospital on the psychiatric unit at Chesterfield Royal Hospital, having been transferred from Wathwood Hospital in Rotherham. Even as friends we spent as much time together, but as a couple we became almost inseparable. Every day was either spent at, what became, our home, his parents home or me visiting him at the hospital. When we weren't together we were either on the phone talking or texting each other. Eventually Jamie got discharged from hospital & moved in properly & so began our happy life. We understood each other in so many ways & on so many levels. We both suffered with our mental health, hence any donations made will be going to MIND. To me Jamie was my world & complemented & completed me. We brought different things into each others lives, as well as already having many things in common. I have so many wonderful memories of our time together. Every day spent with Jamie was something special & those who knew him properly will understand this. He brought love & laughter into so many peoples lives & a smile that will never fade from my memory. Since him leaving this world my smile has never been the same. I'm lost & alone now. Where once the sun shone for me, my life is filled with heartache, pain & many tears.